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Sunday, February 7, 2010

Crossroads

Im in the crossroads of my life now....

I was thinking alot these few days about my future,
where should I go?
what should I do?
should I stay or go?
the answer is...
I dunno....

Is not that I cannot make a decision...
Is I dun wan to make the decision...
coz is too risky for me and
I dun wan to regret for whatever decision that I have made...
I know every decision have its pros and cons...
I need to sacrifice smth at the end...
but I jus couldn't face it right now...

I was thinking that I will make up my mind after CNY,
but my head jus can't stop thinking about it,
it keep telling me that Im out of time d...
I need to make the decision faster...
I need to settle down all my stuff and myself quickly...
I need to make a wise decision that I won't regret later...

At this moment,
If my bf is here,
I would just marry him straightaway...
Im serious about it...
coz I really dunno how to make this decision d...
and I ald tired of thinking all these pros and cons
of watever decision that i made...

Argghhh!!!
I am tired of these...
and I dun wan to think anymore....

It's holiday!!!

Bac to Penang on 1 Feb...
Start my holiday d!!
Although is my holiday,
I still have to help out my mum and mummy
for the coming CNY...
cleaning,
shopping,
make cookies,
buy this buy that...
Is fun, yet is tiring...
Anyway, im glad tht i am to Penang
I am enjoying every moment that I spent here...
where all my family members are all here...
I really feel the warmness of my home...
from both my sweet sweet home
that give me hapiness all the time...
this is the place where i can count on..
cry out loud wherever i can..
a shoulder where i can lean on
no matter what happen...
I have been eating non-stop
from the moment I bac to Penang...
I have been eating hor liao everyday until now...
haha...
N I obviously gain weight even be4 CNY...
omg!!!
but who cares...
eat liao ka pa sui la...
haha....
the most important is Im happy and I enjoyed it....