I'm home..

Yeah... I'm home....
After those study, revision, exam days...
Although still gt one more subject 2 go ...
But, the most important thing is
I'm finally home...
My sweet sweet home...
Happy Chinese New Year 2 everyone!!!
Muaaackzzz!!!

生，老，病，死。。

一切都来得太突然了。。。
突然到我不知所措， 不知该如何似好。。。
昨天，
我接到了一个非常非常坏的消息。。。
两个星期前，
她还因为我的笑话而笑个不停。。。
她还称赞我做的巧克力好吃。。。
而今天，
她却不在了，离我而去了。。。
我还来不及对她说我爱你，
来不及抱着她。。。
人生， 就是那么的无常。。。
我唯一能做的是，把你永远永远藏在我心里。。。

距离。。。

我们的距离，

曾经是只有一颗心的距离，

如此的靠近。。。

但，

如今我们之间的距离又有多近呢？

我自己也不知道。。

我曾经以为距离不会是我们的阻碍，

但，我似乎错了。。

距离让我们。。

不再那么的了解对方。。

不再有共同的话题。。

不再那么的有默契。。

生活也不再有交叉点。。。

原来，

距离可以如此的可怕。。。

让人在不知不觉之中改变生活中的一切。。。

天灰。。。

今天的天很灰。。。
灰得令我有些烦。。。
今天的我，
学到了“忍人所不能忍”的道理了。。。
原来，
真的很难。。。

人，
很奇怪，
大人的心仿佛就像小孩这么的幼稚，
而小孩的心却很成熟。。。
可能，
这就是返老还童和人小鬼大的意思吧。。。

I am so lost....

I am so lost now... Me like no direction d....I duno wat 2 do yet I have so so many things 2 do, so many notes 2 read, worried about my internship and more... I feel so lost now, i duno wat 2 do, all i can do is jus worried ... i so so worried about my intern, i hav send out so many resume d, but still no reply yet... i haven been 2 any interview yet n i dun wan 2 go 4 my interview during my exam.... my exam is just around the corner, it jus next week n i still worried about my intern.....

I feel so down now... i wan 2 go intern!!! could any company jus call me 2 interview?? Im so so desperate now.... OMG!!!!

I'm Bac 2 KL....

I didn't update my blog 4 so long because i went bac 2 my hometown, Penang n i din bring my laptop with me, so cannot update anything...
jus reach kl on fri, miss penang d..

How urs holiday?? well, mine holiday is Great!!! I attend to my dear sis wedding on christmas eve n im her maid of honor... its my 1st time to be a maid of honor.... after her wedding, we go to walk around in Ipoh coz she married to Teluk Intan...

After stay one day in Ipoh, we go to Cameron Highland for 2 days.... I gain weight in Cameron Highland coz we go there jus eat n eat n eat.... hehe....

After tht we go bac to Juru n I go bac to Penang to meet my darling, hehe... go pak tor ... go to gurney plaza new wing.... beside pak tor, i aslo gt meet up with my high school friends... hang up with them.... go starbuck, kim garry n coffee island.... really happy can meet up and hang out with u all... miss those old days....

Wat about my new year eve?? Keke... I went out with him again... we go watch movie n go makan....eat Tom Yam Mee.... yeah, my favourite!!!

enjoy my own holiday very much... now its time 2 revision.... coz the final exam is coming... haihzz...

男人与女人。。。

女人的爱情是她生活中的全部。。。

男人的爱情只是他生活中的一部分。。。

男人的爱情对於女人就好像毒品，

一旦染上，想戒也戒不掉。。。

而我，就是那笨女人。。。

男人与女人对爱情的共同观点。。。

遗失的回忆， 总是最珍惜的

失去的东西， 总是最想要的

得不到的爱， 总是最深爱的

欣赏不到的景色， 总是最美丽的

预测不到的结果， 总是最意外的

说不出口的对白， 总是最感人的

梦不到的情境， 总是最想发生的

牵不到的手， 总是最渴望的

看不到的笑容， 总是最期待的

听不见的声音， 总是最动听的

想不到的事， 总是意外的

许不到的承诺， 总是最真心的

错过的时间， 总是最想回到过去的

犹虑爱不爱的人， 心里总是最想念的。。。

Tagged....

Tagged by Ping Ping....

i think this is the longest tagged i've ever do....

[01] Name: Shirmane

[02] Nickname: Gt alot, Shir shir, Mane mane, mei mei.....

[03] Married: NO

[04] Zodiac Sign: Scorpio

[05] Gender: Female

[06] Age: 20

[07] High School: SMJK Phor Tay

[08] College: Tunku Abdul Rahman College (Penang n KL branch)

[09] Height: 152 cm (very short)

[10] Weight: secret...haha!!

[11] Do you like yourself: Yes...but if can slim down, better lor...

[12] Piercings: Yes

[13] Right or left: Both sides

[14] Are you a freak: Sometimes

[15] Hair: a bit brown coz dye before... straight hair....

[16] Skin: Yellow skin coz im a chinese ma....

[17] Allergic: Dust

[18] What are you doing now: do assignment...

[19] What will you do 1 hour later: do assignment!!!

[20] What will you do 10 years later: Be a good wife n a good mother... maybe only...

FAMILY

[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Not at the moment coz nw study at KL...

[22] Siblings (included you): 5

[23] Eldest: my sis

[24] Youngest: another sis...

[25] Love/hate your family: Love them very much....

[26] You found your another half: Yes....

[27] If yes, who is he/she: Someone who I love n love me very much.....

[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: Jus have 2 be himself

[29] Time(s) you in relationship: Countless...hehe....

[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): yes...

[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): Yes...

[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: yes, but is 2 my previous bf.....

[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: secret.....

[34] Ever argue with your other half: yes...

[35] You with your other half since: 2007 May...

[36] Are you straight/lesbo: u say leh??

[37] Reasons you love your other half: Because i love him lor..

[38] You and your other half in which stage: Duno wor...

[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: ....

[40] Ever think of marry he/she: yes...

[41] Your first best friend: Caryn

[42] Your first enemy: Rats...

[43] The friend you love the most: I love all my friends....

[44] The enemy you hate the most (1 only): Dun hav any at the moment

[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: Many wor....

[46] Your most handsome guy friend: haha... mus b my bf lar....hehe....

[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: Pretend to nice 2 u and backstab u...

[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: Not gentleman at all...

[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: No...

[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: No.

[51] If your friend backstabs you: I will very angry n feel hurt at the same time...

[52] If your friend betray you: I will wonder why she do tht 2 me...

[53] If your friend woo your lover: She will be not my friend anymore..

[54] If your friend fall in love with you: i will ask myself whether i love him or not, if not then we will still be friend...

[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: I will jus keep it 2 myself n continue to be his best friend...

STUDIES

[56] Are you a good student: Haha.... depends....

[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: depends also....

[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Puan Mecca, my high school teacher....

[59] Always late to school/college: yaya... thatz me!!!

[60] Your class: OK...

[61] You love your seniors: yes...some....

[62] Senior who you love the most: No one at the moment....

[63] Your classmates good/bad: Good lah.

[64] Excellent result classmate: K shan...

[65] Laziest classmate: hmmm.... no comment.....

[66] Smart people: at the top management lor.... hehe....

[67] Stupid people: me is one of them.... i rather be a comm. tech.

[68] Good looking people: have their pitiful story too if they are pretty n eye-cathing

[69] Ugly people: have inner beauty as well....

[70] Funny people: i like 2 mix with funny people as im always happy around them....

[71] Cute people: make me smile

[72] Bad people: Jus hate it!!

[73] Honest people: can be easily bully by others, so dun be honest too often....

[74] Acting people: they make me wan slap them....

[75] You are what kind of people: cute gua... coz ppl always use this same word to describe me...

PREFER

[76] Lip or eyes: Eyes.

[77] Hugs or kisses: can i have both???
[78] Shorter or taller: Taller

[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: Spontaneous

[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice stomach

[81] Listener or talker: listener

[82] Romantic or rich: Romantic!!!

[83] Good husband or Good Father: Both...

FUTURE

[84] Age to get marry: planning in 28 - 30...

[85] Numbers of kid(s): 2 ( a girl n a boy)

[86] Career: Not sure at the moment, but i do noe tht i dun wan be in the office wholeday... i wan job tht need 2 go out , job tht related to event wan....

[87] Salary: Of course my salary hav 2 be as high as possible coz i like to shopping, i need salary tht can afford me 2 go shop everyday....hehe...

[88] Retirement age: the day tht i think i dun wan working anymore....

[89] Properties value: No idea

[90] Wishes: I will alweiz happy with no worries n will 2gether with my bf forever n get As in my exam....

TAGGED

[91] Julie

[92] Adeline

[93] Michie

[94] Gillian

[95] Mao

[96] KK

[97] Birdy

[98] Joseph

[99] Nix

[100] Yumi