Rainy day...

Its been raining since noon..

and the raining makes me feel down...

dunno y...

Mayb becoz I have nothing to do...

n my mind jus keep on thinking things...

non-stop thinking...

and make me feel so down...

It jus a rainy day....

Updates!!

Jus come bac from Penang yesterday...
Go bac non-stop eating...
Eat yam rice, tom yam mee, lemak laksa,
wan tan mee, hokkien mee, great dinner at autocity
and lotz n lotz of food...

It was a busy week for me when I was in Penang,
celebrating my mum's bday,
playing with my bro's son, Ryan,
meeting up my bf's parents,
cut my hair, bought alot of things...
oh ya, n i manage to go visit my aunt at Kedah,
and I have been to Alor Setar Mall, Star Parade and Billion in 1 day...
and I also eating non-stop at Kedah as well...

Coming bac to KL and went to KLIA airport,
KLIA is damn far and there is traffic jam along the way...
Go KLIA to say good bye to Owen...
All the best to all of my friends who went to UK to study...

Bac to me again...
I will going to visit my bf in UK in exactly 19 days!!
Yay!!!
Can't wait and there is alot of things in my mind now...
wat to bring la, things to do before I go...
and I'm starting to pack my luggage...
Excited, excited n excited!!!
oh ya, n my bf is finish his last paper today!!
and he have all the time for me now...
Great!!!

UK, I'm Coming soon...

XOXO
Love u, Muackz...

Changes in my life...

There is a new begining of another chapter of my life...
I have moved from Wangsa Metroview to Melati Utama PV 3...
Bye bye to my 2 years home at metroview...
N now i am styaing in PV3 d...
Staying together with my best fren, Xuanti...
Now become my roomate d...
Hope that nothing will change between us...
coz I really scared that our friendship will have changes
as I heard many ppl say best fren cannot stay together...

I will be going bac Penang this friday,
to celebrate my mum's bday,
although I ald missed mother's day,
but I still can make it to my mum's bday
n my dearly sis ask me to plan for it...
can't wait to go bac...
I miss my home and Penang food alot!!!

Besides celebrate my mum's bday,
I also need to meet up my bf's mum and dad...
nervous!!!

And the most important is...
Today is me n my dear dear punya 8th month anniversary....
time really flies...
so fast, we ald together 8 months d....hehe...
although he is not here,
but nvm...
coz still got 28 days left till i meet him in UK!!!
Nervous, happy and excited!!!

XOXO
I love you!!!

随便。。。

我才知道。。。
原来，
随便是不可以随随便便的说出口的。。。

因为，
随便
可以让人如此的抓狂。。。
如此的心痛。。。
如此的愤怒。。。

所以，
当你想讲这句话时，
请三思。。。

期待与等待

期待时，

感觉很兴奋。。

但，

期待久了，

就会变成等待。。。

等待久了，

就变得毫无期待的感觉了。。。

只有等待。。

日子一天一天的过。。

毫无意义的过每一天。。。

而我，

已经不想再有任何期待了。。

因为我的期待已经变成等待了。。。

我能做的就只是继续等待。。。

I have been thinking...

I have been thinking...
of a lot of things these few days,
of my future,
of giving up,
of what should I do next,

What if I do things,
without much consideration...
without thinking the consequences...

I had cried few times these few days...
being moody...
being lonely...
being lazy...
being jealous...
being not who I used to be...

Dun ask me why...
Coz I also dunno why...

Itz I'm thinking too much???

愁。。。

愁

何谓愁？

对我而言，

愁，是说不出的悲伤。。。

愁，是心里头的纳闷。。。

愁，是对生活的无奈。。。

此刻的我，

是愁的。。。

New Chapter of my life...

Its been a while tht im updating my blog d...
There have been alot of exciting events happens around me...
I have decided where to develop my career,
I have decided to stay at KL...
CNY ends, my results is out, im working part time at MIFF...
and the most exciting part is...
Im going to UK in 3 months times...
confirmed d... tickets bought d...
not to study, is for my dear dear graduation
and take this opportunity to go tour around...
There are alot of things happens to me within these two months...

Okay,
i will update all the fun part one by one.
CNY...
I have a lot of fun during CNY...
eat and eat and eat...
no matter where i am...
and i gain 5kg from CNY..
oh ya..
n i go visit my dear's family all by self,
im so so brave... i was so so nervous at that time
his family has treat me so well..
even bring me go eat yee sang at Dragon-I...
hehe...

I went bac to KL on 24 feb coz i got 2 prepare for MIFF,
work there for about 10 days like tht..
i was working part time for MIFF as part of the registration team...
I have alot fun there and meet alot of new friends...
even is tiring and very very hot as i need to wear coat and formal with no aircond...
Im happy to work in MIFF and learn alot over there...

My exam results is out!!
the results was out during i was working at MIFF,
and i received alot of sms asking my results...
haha...
Im happy for wat i get in my exam....
but not very satisfied about it when i know abt it...
but after i know about others results,
i feel i was so lucky to get these result d...
I have nothing to complain about it anymore....

As for my job search,
I actually have found myself a permanent job,
but it was not wat i want, i feel so unsecured about this job...
i will jus do it at the mean time waiting other company to reply me la...

Here comes the most exciting news...
Im going to UK in 3 months times...
to be axact is in 93 days...
Can't wait to be there with my dear dear...
we have not be with each other for about half year d...
I miss him so so much...
I jus confirmed all my flight details and all things in last sunday...
I went to matta fair with my dear dear's family last sunday,
tat day is his mom birthday as well...
after the matta fair, we went to eat seafood for dinner..
his family is treating me very good and im happy to go out with them...

Countdown,
93 days and still counting...
dear dear and UK,
im coming soon...
Yeah !!!!