finally.... i have make up my mind....

Finally, after the long consideration of my own situation now.... i have thought it over n over again n i have make up my mind..... to take the 1st step.... make a decision that will change my life in future.... i duno is it a wise decision or not but .... i hope it is....

thanks to my dear lao gong, joseph, julie, yuna, limbert n all my friends who support my decision.... although i noe it will hard 4 me... but i have no choice coz im desperately need money now... i need 2 change .... change .... n change.....

I wan 2 study really really hard in this sem n work hard as hard as i can 2 earn more money.... Both two things are the most important 4 me now...... hope i can achived it ..... will have less time 2 write blogs from now on.....

Results out.... sad.....

Gt my results d.... one word....BAD...... really bad....
i didnt expect would be that bad.... guess wat??? i failed 2 subject....
my heart jus broken n broken over n over again.... i fall from heaven 2 hell..... OMG... can u imagine how hurt it is 2 me??

i jus can't accept the truth.... i dun wan , i dun wan fail.... sumemore fail 2 subjects.... feel like wanna cry again.....OMG.....haihzzz.....

Rainny day....

2day me very down.... i also duno why... maybe is the rainning day that make me down.... maybe is my decision that i've made that influence my mood...maybe is that my result will out 2morow.... im so worried... gt some bad feeling about that.... also duno why....all my housemate gt their results d, i still dun have mine result....haihzz.....Duno how 2 describe my feeling now......

haihzz...

Dun wan 2 talk abt my feeling d...

let c what happy things that i hav done 2day... Its cooking time!!! my cooking time is the time that i dun think anything else beside how 2 cook the dishes.....

this is what we cook 2day 4 our dinner...

Decision....

In our everyday life, we must make alot of decision in order 2 done all the things in our life like we plan to...
every little decisions may change our life totally.... so we must make a wise decision so that we wont regret it in future....

These few days, i hav 2 make a really really big decision in my life, but i duno wat should i do....
im confused ... this is wat i called "uncertainty" that i have been learned from my course....
im confused now, frustrated, n i scared that i make the wrong decision....
this decision will change my life totally, now n my future.... Big changes in my life....
im now full with questions..., uncertainties....n more....
duno how 2 describe my feeling now....

Hope that i can make the right decision for myself n not regret it in my future....

What I have done these few days???

Guess what have I done these few days?? I have no class on friday, so i have 3 days free time....

I have been watching hong kong drama "家好月圆" these three days.... n i managed 2 finish 40 episode in 3 days.... yeah!!! I watch until early in the morning everyday baru go sleep..... hehe....

Gt a lot feeling came through my mind when im watching this drama.... i even started miss my family n my dear .... haihzzz....

Beside watching drama, me n my housemate also became a cook housewife, "煮家婆" these few days.... we cook our dinner ourselves everyday....jus cook few simple dishes nia .... hehe.... here are some photos that i have taken...Our dinner.....

OMG....

OMG.... guess wat i c in the mirror when i wake up 2day?
my whole left eye turn red!!!..... n very pain....
wat should i do now? i duno.... what can i do 2 reduce the pain in my eye? what can i do 2 let my eye recover? the answer is I DUNNO....
cham d... 2morow gt class d.....how?????

Tagged...

Tagged by Michelle and Hui Ping....

Didn't realise that i've been tagged by them until hui ping leave me a comment said that i've been tagged by her....hehe....

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

I will hate him forever.... and slap him everytime i see him...if can i wan to cop him into pieces...

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

I wan to be the richest woman in the world with no worries....

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?

Friends who are fake 2 me....

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Buy car, buy house, start my own business, bring my family go travel and save some in my bank...hehe....

5. Pretty but fat/Ungly but slim, which one would you prefer?

pretty but fat, coz im now ald fat n i believe tat someday i can be pretty also....

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

Being loved by someone, i like the feeling of being loved by someone....its sweet...

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

I will wait him 5 years the most coz time is precious for a woman......

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

Accept the fact but I will still appreciate every moment I spend with him...

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?

if really hav 2 act...With my bf...coz we are the perfect match....

10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?

If we still keep contact as friend, i will invite my exs....

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?

I'm somebody's wife and probably become a mother ald....hehe...

12. What's your fear?

I fear of being cheated by my friends and by people i cared and loved the most....

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

A very creative person and a very good friend to be.....

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

Married but poor coz i believe tat if i really love that person, i can work hard 2gether with him to support our family....

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?

Go bath....and brush my teeth..

16. Would you give all in a relationship?

Not all at the moment coz now still a student....wan 2 give all but scared....

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

The one that loves me more and i'm happy when im with him...

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?

No, i won't ...never...

19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?

I prefer having a relationship coz im the person who need someone beside me everytime when i faced problems or be there when i need him, i need someone who can share my feelings 2 and i needed 2 be loved everyday in my life....im really happy in my relationship now....hehe....

I wish to tag:

Julie

Mao

Amanda

Evelynn

Jolyn

Angie

1st day in college in my second sem....

My 1st day go 2 college in my 2nd sem....have 2 more gambateh d....
din go 4 the morning class coz thought dun hav... go 2 english tutorial at noon, the lecturer is quite humour lor...tell us funny stories....
then continue with statistical analysis for communication, 3 hours lecture...but luckily 2day 2 hours plus nia....
after that, go bac 2 my home watch movie while eating my lunch at 4smth, go KLCC meet with my frenz....go out until 12smth....
spend alot of money 2day....have 2 pay rental, pay electricity, phone bill, food.....pok kai jor...
jus my second day in kl nia , i ald pokkai jor....really cham....money really Really not enough....haihzz....

Bac 2 kl...

Just arrive kl few hours ago....ya...im bac 2 kl d...
there goes my suffer life....
the time tht i spend in heaven are gone nw....bac 2 hell d....haihzz....
Dear...miss u ald....

My holiday gonna end soon....

Haihzz...
我美好的假期要完了，我的美好时光也即将完了。。。还有三天就要回KL继续过那不是人过得生活了。。。好舍不得哦。。

我好舍不得我的宝贝，舍不得槟城的美食，舍不得我的家人，我的家，我的床，我的房间。。。还有好多好多。。。

我还有好多好多事情还没做到，我的假期就要完了。。。美好的时光总是过得特别快，总觉得我的假期好短哦，不够我用。。。

还好，我的宝贝OFF了两天，有时间陪陪我，陪我看戏，逛街，拍拍拖，我回KL了就没得拍拖咯。。

今天我们去了Queensbay逛逛，看了"Eagle Eye"， 今天好多人，连parking也要绕了半小时因为都满了。。。

但，今天还是很开心，因为有他陪我过我美好的今天。。。Muaaackzzz.....will love u alweiz....as i promise.....