男人与女人。。。

女人的爱情是她生活中的全部。。。

男人的爱情只是他生活中的一部分。。。

男人的爱情对於女人就好像毒品，

一旦染上，想戒也戒不掉。。。

而我，就是那笨女人。。。

男人与女人对爱情的共同观点。。。

遗失的回忆， 总是最珍惜的

失去的东西， 总是最想要的

得不到的爱， 总是最深爱的

欣赏不到的景色， 总是最美丽的

预测不到的结果， 总是最意外的

说不出口的对白， 总是最感人的

梦不到的情境， 总是最想发生的

牵不到的手， 总是最渴望的

看不到的笑容， 总是最期待的

听不见的声音， 总是最动听的

想不到的事， 总是意外的

许不到的承诺， 总是最真心的

错过的时间， 总是最想回到过去的

犹虑爱不爱的人， 心里总是最想念的。。。

Tagged....

Tagged by Ping Ping....

i think this is the longest tagged i've ever do....

[01] Name: Shirmane

[02] Nickname: Gt alot, Shir shir, Mane mane, mei mei.....

[03] Married: NO

[04] Zodiac Sign: Scorpio

[05] Gender: Female

[06] Age: 20

[07] High School: SMJK Phor Tay

[08] College: Tunku Abdul Rahman College (Penang n KL branch)

[09] Height: 152 cm (very short)

[10] Weight: secret...haha!!

[11] Do you like yourself: Yes...but if can slim down, better lor...

[12] Piercings: Yes

[13] Right or left: Both sides

[14] Are you a freak: Sometimes

[15] Hair: a bit brown coz dye before... straight hair....

[16] Skin: Yellow skin coz im a chinese ma....

[17] Allergic: Dust

[18] What are you doing now: do assignment...

[19] What will you do 1 hour later: do assignment!!!

[20] What will you do 10 years later: Be a good wife n a good mother... maybe only...

FAMILY

[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Not at the moment coz nw study at KL...

[22] Siblings (included you): 5

[23] Eldest: my sis

[24] Youngest: another sis...

[25] Love/hate your family: Love them very much....

[26] You found your another half: Yes....

[27] If yes, who is he/she: Someone who I love n love me very much.....

[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: Jus have 2 be himself

[29] Time(s) you in relationship: Countless...hehe....

[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): yes...

[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): Yes...

[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: yes, but is 2 my previous bf.....

[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: secret.....

[34] Ever argue with your other half: yes...

[35] You with your other half since: 2007 May...

[36] Are you straight/lesbo: u say leh??

[37] Reasons you love your other half: Because i love him lor..

[38] You and your other half in which stage: Duno wor...

[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: ....

[40] Ever think of marry he/she: yes...

[41] Your first best friend: Caryn

[42] Your first enemy: Rats...

[43] The friend you love the most: I love all my friends....

[44] The enemy you hate the most (1 only): Dun hav any at the moment

[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: Many wor....

[46] Your most handsome guy friend: haha... mus b my bf lar....hehe....

[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: Pretend to nice 2 u and backstab u...

[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: Not gentleman at all...

[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: No...

[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: No.

[51] If your friend backstabs you: I will very angry n feel hurt at the same time...

[52] If your friend betray you: I will wonder why she do tht 2 me...

[53] If your friend woo your lover: She will be not my friend anymore..

[54] If your friend fall in love with you: i will ask myself whether i love him or not, if not then we will still be friend...

[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: I will jus keep it 2 myself n continue to be his best friend...

STUDIES

[56] Are you a good student: Haha.... depends....

[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: depends also....

[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Puan Mecca, my high school teacher....

[59] Always late to school/college: yaya... thatz me!!!

[60] Your class: OK...

[61] You love your seniors: yes...some....

[62] Senior who you love the most: No one at the moment....

[63] Your classmates good/bad: Good lah.

[64] Excellent result classmate: K shan...

[65] Laziest classmate: hmmm.... no comment.....

[66] Smart people: at the top management lor.... hehe....

[67] Stupid people: me is one of them.... i rather be a comm. tech.

[68] Good looking people: have their pitiful story too if they are pretty n eye-cathing

[69] Ugly people: have inner beauty as well....

[70] Funny people: i like 2 mix with funny people as im always happy around them....

[71] Cute people: make me smile

[72] Bad people: Jus hate it!!

[73] Honest people: can be easily bully by others, so dun be honest too often....

[74] Acting people: they make me wan slap them....

[75] You are what kind of people: cute gua... coz ppl always use this same word to describe me...

PREFER

[76] Lip or eyes: Eyes.

[77] Hugs or kisses: can i have both???
[78] Shorter or taller: Taller

[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: Spontaneous

[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice stomach

[81] Listener or talker: listener

[82] Romantic or rich: Romantic!!!

[83] Good husband or Good Father: Both...

FUTURE

[84] Age to get marry: planning in 28 - 30...

[85] Numbers of kid(s): 2 ( a girl n a boy)

[86] Career: Not sure at the moment, but i do noe tht i dun wan be in the office wholeday... i wan job tht need 2 go out , job tht related to event wan....

[87] Salary: Of course my salary hav 2 be as high as possible coz i like to shopping, i need salary tht can afford me 2 go shop everyday....hehe...

[88] Retirement age: the day tht i think i dun wan working anymore....

[89] Properties value: No idea

[90] Wishes: I will alweiz happy with no worries n will 2gether with my bf forever n get As in my exam....

TAGGED

[91] Julie

[92] Adeline

[93] Michie

[94] Gillian

[95] Mao

[96] KK

[97] Birdy

[98] Joseph

[99] Nix

[100] Yumi

Im so SO tired....

Im so so tired now.. i have stayed at Mao's home since tuesday...until friday... becoz of PR roles assignment... i hav 2 go her house overnight coz KK n she also stay at MU, so i hv 2 go there n we discuss our assignment until very late so, i might as well stay there... i so paiseh with mao coz i sleept on her bed n she have 2 sleep on others people bed... thank you Mao for let me sleep in ur bedroom n paiseh with her roomate also 4 disturbing them so many days....

I have learn alot of new things these few days... frm KK n Mao....
Thanks 2 Mao n KK....

I miss my bed liao... wan go sleep in my own bed d... hehe... nitez.....

Shopping day!!

Its my shopping day!!! I have been shopping for 2 days continuously....now is the year end sales period n its everywhere!!! every shop is on sales now n its up 2 70%..... i think every girls also can't resist it, including me.... i finally found the white shoe tht i want 2 wear for my sis wedding n the dress for her wedding....

I thought tht i won't buy much in the Jusco at Alpha angle bcoz it jus hav 2 floor nia ma.... but.... guess im wrong!!!! the 1st day i go with Julie n Qing, we go shop in every shop tht in the Jusco, three of us buy almost 300 over, i spend 100 over in the 1st day... i din bring enough cash tht day n also din bring ATM card so i think i will continue shopping 2morow... can u guess how long the three of us shopping there??? we start 2 shop there from 2pm noon until 9smth... geng leh... we dun even notice the time n we get shocked when we look at the time when we go bac... hehe....

Ok, now the second day, i go shop with my housemate, yen hooi, michelle, howdy n nixon... yah... 2day boys also go shopping with us... 2day i spend even more than yesterday.... 2day spend almost 200... meet kuan n her family while shopping with my housemates..... we 2day shop frm 3pm until 10pm ...hehe...very happy but also sad at the same time coz frm 2day onwards im BROKE!!! hehe... total spending on these two days shopping, 300 over.....OMG....

here are some of my shoes n clothes tht i bought....

Yeah!!! MOvie...

Yay... finally have time 2 go watch movie d... me ald long time din go cinema watch movie d, thanks 2 Gillian n Li May... v finally go watch "Twilight" d, v ald postponed it be4... n v cant tahan d, v jus said go n we straightaway go Cathay Cineplex watch... hehe... Gillian is like tht wan, said go then go d....

I think the movie is damn good... im not sure abt u guys, but i like 2 watch romantic love story, the main male actor was so SO handsome but a little over fair d... but nvm, as long as he handsome can d.. I really like the story line of this movie, if u like 2 watch romantic love story, i highly recommend this movie 2 u... as my roomate, Julie, Gillian n Li may ald addicted 2 it d... my dear Julie whole day listening 2 this movie soundtrack while Gill n May ald go bought the novel d...

After movie, I finally gt the chance 2 taste the meatball tht they always mentioned abt... its really nice, is my 1st time 2 eat beef... hehe.....one word .... Delicious!!! I know y Gillian always come here d...

we also take some nice photos there as all the mall r full with nice Christmas decoration d... started 2 got the Christmas mood d.... The deco are so nice n i jus cant stop 2 take photos there.... here r some of the photos v take there.....

It's m.i.f.a!

2day i went 2 support my best fren, Birdy( Yeoh Beng Hong)... in the It's MIFA competition, she is one of the contestant... im really proud of her... she finally can reach her dream d... Know wat MIFA means?? M.I.F.A stands for Malaysian International Fashion Awards.. I jus know it when c Michie's blog...hehe....
This fashion show is held in The Gardens Hotel's Ballroom at 4pm, i went there with Michie, too bad tht Mao cant make it... Its really nice n very grand... both of us reach there at 4smth, v thought tht we r late d... but luckily the show haven start ko...

I really excited in there, this is my 1st time go watch a live fashion show.... n my best fren is one of the contestant.... me at there guessing which wan is Ah Bird's design.. n when i c her design.. i really really proud of her, she did it d!!! those clothes tht she design really nice.... but at the moment i c her walk on the run way... i can even feel her tired n her unconfidence... but nvm, u r always the best 2 me... really miss u as we din meet up 4 so long d.... finally v meet d... so happy but at the same time i so Sim Tia when c u so tired....

Girl, I really proud of u n u r alweiz the best 2 me, frenz 4ever... Muacksszzz....

Here r some of her designs....

this is the one i like the most out of all her designs....

me n my best fren, Birdy.... hehe... frenz 4eva... will support u alweiz!!! Gambateh ooh....

Happy day...

Although i jus sleep at 8.30am this morning becoz have 2 finish my cyberlaw n find journal 4 PR roles... but i feel very happy 2day.... Duno why...

Mayb is becoz i finally finish my cyberlaw coz me n mao do this cyberlaw since week 6 until now... It takes my several sleepless night for almost 2 weeks...

Although 2day gt rainning when i want go bac but i doesn't influence my good mood at all... very sleepy 2day coz not enough sleep but becoz my dear Joseph have 2 come 2 my house 2 do his cyberlaw, i hav 2 sacrifice my sleep this noon, but still i still in a good mood... hehe....

While Joseph doing his cyberlaw, i received a good news, my sister is COMING 2 find me!! Yeay!!! what a surprise to me!! Im so SO HAPPY n quickly halau Joseph go bac... coz my sis is coming 2 fetch me go eat HOR LIAO!!! Yeah yeah!!!....I really wanted go bac Penang this week but i cant coz gt 2 many things 2 do d... so when i heard tht she is coming, I really REALLY happy... We go Genting Klang eat HOR LIAO.... i think the best food in this world is when u eat it with ur family members....

Other than tht, i received a birthday present frm my sis... itz a mascara... yeah... MASCARA.... i like it very much n the packaging is very very nice..... THANKS ya, sis....

After dinner, go Feeling with Joseph 2 prepare our cyberlaw presentation slide there coz Joseph computer dun hav power point... go there until 1am....

Overall, IM VERY HAPPY 2day....

This is the mascara tht my sis bought 4 me.... LOVE it!!!

Yay!!!

Yay!!! Finally... finish our moral presentation d....we r the 1st group 2 do the presentation.....here r some photos tht we take after our presentation...

Itz me, Joseph n Mao....

we do a drama about protest in our moral presentation, tatz y we all like "xiao lang" ... haha... quite fun pun...

the photo is a bit blur... but tht wat i hav....thanks 4 gill, li ming n li may 2 be our "kehlefeh" in our drama....

Another Yay is i gt a belated bday cake frm my roomate n housemate... Thanks ya!!! Love u all.... Muacks.... here r the photos of my cakes n photos with my housemates..... THANKS!!!

New experience...

2day me, Julie, Hui Ping n Julie's frens go 2 audition for "i want to be a DJ" at Sri Pentas, TV3... my roomate saw this audition online... so, we jus go n take experience n hav fun there... this is the 1st time i go inside the media prima building, the audition start frm 9am unil 5pm, we all go there at abt 3smth... we r given a script n there are 2 sheets of script, one is mandrin n another is cantonese, i struggle 4 that cantonese wan...

we waited in a room n wait 4 our turn... we wait until 4smth n there are people take the photo of each of us 1st before we go in the room for the audition... n guess wat?? i meet 叶剑峰 n one of the previous superstar contestant there, 4gt his name d there...

Im so nervous before i go inside...n when i go in, i not so nervous d coz the person who interview me is very friendly n is jus the two of us... is not so formal that i think... is on one to one n is in a informal way... is jus like talking nia... coz she is sitting beside me n we r like chatting... she jus ask me to read the script 1st paragraph nia... jus like tht... i finish my audition in less than 5 minutes... is so fast....

On the other hand, my roomate julie n qing are more lucky, they are interview by Jeff, the Dj... so good, they said tht they gt record down their voice n me n hui ping wan dun have... too bad... aiya.....

After the audition, we go 2 One U there to find some food coz we r all starving... at first we wan go eat McD wan but we jus found the McD kiosk nia, din found the shop... so we jus walk around finding other food.. n we decided 2 go eat SUSHI!! we eat sushi at Sushi Zanmai, the decoration inside is very nice n the food there is nice also n the price is cheaper compare 2 Sushi King.... we enjoy the meal very much n we take alot of photos there... will upload the photos when received the photos frm Hui Ping n Qing....

We go walk around after we finish our meal n i bought myself 2 alphabet key chain for myself as a gift for my birthday!!! Yay...

Thaz how i spend my time 2day n we go bac home at 8smth..... really enjoy myself 2day....

these are the 2 key chain that bought 4 myself...

the M wan i ald modified it 2 become a necklace d... LOVE it!!!

Stupid... frienster....

My friend list in friendster account has all been deleted.... stupid... jus left 5 only... frm 500 over left 5 only... few days ago say its maintenance, now all my friend list are deleted...

Besides that, i also heard rumours that friendster will start 2 charge us for each of our friend in our friend list soon... the free limit they provide us is 20 only... n the rest we hav 2 pay 4 u...

The friendster really stupid wan... if like that, where still gt ppl will use d?? they will lose out money n will shut down soon....

If like that, better we all dun wan 2 use friendster d, use facebook or other social networking better....

STUPID!!!!!

The story of my 20th Birthday....

I celebrate my 20th bday in KL n GUESS wat, i have been sleeping early in the morning abt 5 or 6 smth since last Saturday until yesterday continuously... 2 do all those assignments...I was like a panda for now...

OK, bac 2 the topic.. my 20th bday in KL... i sleep in 5smth in the early morning... i received my bday wishes from Gillian, Joseph n Limbert when the clock ticks at 12am.. Really happy tat someone out there still remember my bday... but i feel so disappointed tat the 1st one who call n wish me is not my bf... is Joseph n Limbert that call me... anyway thanks Joseph n Limbert who r always there 4 me 2 hear all my sad stories of mine... thanks 4 being a good listener n good friend of mine...

My 20th bday is totally not same as usual as i was in Penang. I used 2 hav all my best fren around me on my bday, we go sing k, clubbing n partying with all the funs...n most important of all, every year i hav my family tat celebrate my bday with me... with BIG CAKES... lots of present, n most important of all, bithday song....

But this year, everyting is different with my previous bday, everthing seem so wrong... i was like so emo, so down, so tired, no mood... mayb is bcoz of my bf, mayb is bcoz a lot of assignment that makes me pressure, mayb is not being around with my best fren n family... alot of possibilities....

I was like SO SO emo n i cried on my birthday!!! can u imagine that??? Yes, i CRIED on my birthday, not once only but twice... At that moment, i feel like rush bac 2 Penang straightaway... my birthday not suppose 2 be like tat.... but it turn out 2 be like tat.... no fun at all, no presents, no cake, no birthday song for me...

My phone line was being cut off in the morning on my birthday n i cant make calls n sms. Duno why being cut off...quarrel with my bf 9am in the morning... which turn out tat i only sleep for 4 hours nia... Late 4 Mr.C class n u noe wat i get for my birthday?? Another ASSIGNMENT!!! 27 days 2 complete it... WTF....

Taz not the end of the story yet... when i wan go bac home... the rain started 2 rain heavily n i end up my clothes are all wet d when i reach home even i taking an umbrella... Can u imagine how heavy is tat rain?? Luckily gt Joseph tat accompany me home or else im all alone in the rain on my birthday... how sad is tat...

My roomate has prepared a mix vege n meat salad for me as a gift 4 me when im home... n it is delicious... n go eat buffet steamboat with my housemate... eat until very full... they all belanja me .... thanks 2 Yen Hooi, my all time best fren, Julie, my dear roomate, Shu Xian, Michelle n Nixon.... thanks 4 the treat... really have fun when we eat the steamboat although is jus a simple meal... we all eat frm 7smth until 10smth.... we r all very VERY full....

Taz not the end of my birthday yet.... Joseph call me out 2 Yam Cha at 11smth, we go 2 Feeling Cafe, we go there 2 chat n hear songs... Joseph really say a lot of advice to me n i feel more better now d... I should hav think more positive side than negative side....n i completely ok now...

Both of us yam cha at feeling cafe until almost 1am then he walks me bac.... Oh ya, n i manage 2 make a wish with a candle tat use 2 heat up our tea pot... Haha... thanks 2 Joseph.....n thanks 4 the treat ya....

Taz the end of the story of my 20th bday in KL.....

Special thanks 2 Joseph, Limbert, Mao, Gillian, Li May, Yen Hooi, Julie, Shu Xian, Michelle, Nixon and frens who wish me... Thanks ya... Love u all.... Muackzz....

This is the mix vege n meat salad that my roomate, Julie made 4 me.....

it really taste nice.... Thanks Julie....

今天的我。。。

今天的我。。。 不知怎么了。。 心情很低落。。就像今天的雨。。一直下着。。很烦，很累。。。还有一点的伤感。。 真的很想大哭一场。。。不要问我为什么。。 我也不知道原因。。。只想痛痛快快的哭。。。。

finally.... i have make up my mind....

Finally, after the long consideration of my own situation now.... i have thought it over n over again n i have make up my mind..... to take the 1st step.... make a decision that will change my life in future.... i duno is it a wise decision or not but .... i hope it is....

thanks to my dear lao gong, joseph, julie, yuna, limbert n all my friends who support my decision.... although i noe it will hard 4 me... but i have no choice coz im desperately need money now... i need 2 change .... change .... n change.....

I wan 2 study really really hard in this sem n work hard as hard as i can 2 earn more money.... Both two things are the most important 4 me now...... hope i can achived it ..... will have less time 2 write blogs from now on.....

Results out.... sad.....

Gt my results d.... one word....BAD...... really bad....
i didnt expect would be that bad.... guess wat??? i failed 2 subject....
my heart jus broken n broken over n over again.... i fall from heaven 2 hell..... OMG... can u imagine how hurt it is 2 me??

i jus can't accept the truth.... i dun wan , i dun wan fail.... sumemore fail 2 subjects.... feel like wanna cry again.....OMG.....haihzzz.....

Rainny day....

2day me very down.... i also duno why... maybe is the rainning day that make me down.... maybe is my decision that i've made that influence my mood...maybe is that my result will out 2morow.... im so worried... gt some bad feeling about that.... also duno why....all my housemate gt their results d, i still dun have mine result....haihzz.....Duno how 2 describe my feeling now......

haihzz...

Dun wan 2 talk abt my feeling d...

let c what happy things that i hav done 2day... Its cooking time!!! my cooking time is the time that i dun think anything else beside how 2 cook the dishes.....

this is what we cook 2day 4 our dinner...